i love mummy

2006-09-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

damn i felt so stupid after mund msg-ed me abt my results.
i fail almost all of them la.and history also.my fav subj.
i feel so fucked up and damn it the parents will be uber dissapointed la.
even after hiring tutors for sci and maths.i still flung both of tht subjs.
only got 16 ferr maths and i failed my chem prac.serioulsy i feel super useless.
how on earth can i pass the o's if these are the kind of results i produce.damn it
its the fasting month and i dont have the mood to study.forever so restless.and i was sick ferr 2 days alrdy.i really really hope tht i'll get well by 2mrw so i'll be able to mugg harder la.
i swear im gonna buck up on my maths and sci.
the teachers will surely look down on me.esp ms choy.she scolded mund bcos he gt 34.and what bout me?i only gt 16.shes gonna scream her lungs out la when i go to school tmrw.
shiit la.im soo sick and even if i try to stdy i wont be able to get anythng in my brain la.
i just wanna fucking get good results ferr the o's.but with prelims
arrghh its damn demoralising la.the frens got much2 higher marks then me.
noo not 4-5 marsk but 10-20 marks.and we were of the same standard before the prelims.
i shall stop slacking ard.but hey if i can i would have done tht earlier wouldn't it
its not as easy as you guys think.and my obsession with ciggs is increasing.
i just wish im able to blow out all my probs away with the smokes.
but its just somekind of illusion.right.
but at least someone made my day.everythng's happening at the wrong time.
shiit.
damn it.god pls me.serioulsy i really need ur help and you knwme much much more then i knw myself.plss.
and yes i love you god.its not just something i will say everyday.its from the bottom of heart.
plss.i just wanna make the parents happy.im their only hope.
i knw you will help me cos you always do.
:)

2006-09-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

prelims are almost over.only one paper left
tht's sci paper 1 and its on thurs.which means i dont have to freaking go back to school 2mrw.
damn.powerr la.
: )
i wanna go ferr a swim tmrw la.i dont have any plans.or shld i just sleep the whole day??
i guess tht'll be better.right.
pfftt..ok history paper was do-able just now.
school started at 11 just nw and mum woke me up at 6.30.i felt bad ferr shouting at her just now.
im a bad son.yes i knw.but i've apologised so tht changes everythng.
went to chill at punggol park with the sexy boys after the paper just now.
i swear i have the best buddies ever.thy're so fricking funny and yes i love them.
much much more than i love myself.actually i dont love myself which means i just love them very2 little.
ok im joking.shitt la i dont knw what im talking about.im having a bad headache.
blablabla.ard 6 went to mark's hse and went to jalan kayu ferr some prata.
haha thy had prata.me and mark had mee goreng.
the owwh-so-favourite food.
i just love indian food.but i dont love them.haha.
ass.im not a racist la.its jusst a joke.queenie couldnt join us.haha
you missed out the fun la.but nvm
:)
took some photos.but i wont be uploading it here cos im too lazy to do so.
ohh yea to all judgemental people out thre im sorry to say this but you guys are mofos.
i mean you dont even knw tht person well and you're starting to judge them.come on la find something better to do.
my frens arent the bad type ok.get to knw them then talk whatever you want
damn it.you guys are just...
pffttt..
i shall just end here.
:)

2006-09-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

damn my father got to knw tht i still smoke.
he found my cigg box in the drawer while he was looking fer the earpiece.
talked to him.and yes i told him the truth la.it belongs to me and all.
ok i'll end here.i just want to remember the day i gt caught.dats why i blogg abt it.
so i can tell my children abt all this.
hahaha.hashim.im gonna tell him.
right queenie??
:)

2006-09-13T00:26:00.000-07:00

prelims are on right now.the paper are damn difficult.
im sure to fail maths.i lost about 30 marks.ahh damn la.
mt was more diff than the june paper.ass.
tmrw having poa and geog paper.i havent even started studying for geog.
i cant possibly finish stdying everythng in one day right..i guess i shall just practice poa and get good grade ferr it.
haha.i shall pass poa and make my tuitor proud.
i cant think of anything to write now.i feel so sleepy.
i shall update some other time.
:)

2006-09-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

what does it feel like if pple is talking bout ur family?and tht person isnt part of the family. and he/she doesnt knw the whole story and yet he/she is saying bad thngs about it.
you'll knw hw it feels like right.sure enough unless ur senseless la.but i doubt anyone is.
pffttt.damn.
thts the prob that my family is encountering right nw.and tht person even blogg abt it.awwhh how great.i guess we shld sue tht person.ok noo tht will cost us quite abit.hiring lawyer and stufss
i wont talk abt it anymore.cos i'll just get farked up then and start shouting at everyone.my mum cried bout this and the frens will knw tht i dont like her crying.it just hurts me.yes some of you guys will say tht u hate ur parents or whatsoeva but if something happens to them sure engh u'll feel bad about it.u will try to hide ur emotions,not trying to show ur sadness in front of others and so on.but inside u feel ubber farked up abt it.come on stop lying to urself.love with loved ones will always remain.will never ever be erase.
haha.i can write a whole book bout this.haha.ass
ok so i shall stop talking bout this.the prelims are only a few hours away.i wanna get good grades but its impossible as usual.i didnt study during the hols,although i've tried several times.
take note of SEVERAL.
wish me luck.and im missing steve irwin after watching some of his documentaries on animal planet just now.
great people come and go and i will be one of them.dont be too sad when im gone one day.
haha.shitt la praising myself.ok im vain to a certain extent.haha
but sometines u need to praise urself to boost that confidence dont cha.
and i feel totally grateful because i have loads of nice caring mofo frens.you knw who you are so no need ferr me to mention ur name here.and i miss all the sexyboys.i love u guys la
not gay ok.pfftt.
ok bubai chibai kanasai namai chikai pokai.
:)

2006-09-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

its been a week since i last held my textbooks.and revise it.
I WAS in the study mood.but as it always does the mood lasted only ferr awhile.
pfftt..oh yea i slept ard 5 am ferr the last 2 days.and tht was the main reason i didnt attend school just nw.we(mund me and jian shun) were supposed to go for maths class.something like mock exam was on.and three of us actually overslept.and yes its not just some stupid excuse.its real and what a coincidence huh??
haha.its true.see there's chemistry between the three of us.haha.
the hols have been pretty boring.most of the time im stuck at home forcing myself to study but i always fail in doing so.mainly because im addicted to some games.yes games.good games.go figure.
the two little cuzz have been staying at my house ferr 2 days now.thy're gonna stay here till sat i think.i swear thy're so farking adorable.i kept kissing them since they came here.and now those kiddies are wrestling with each other.
im like a single parent now haha seriously la because my parents are sleeping and i've to take cre of them.have to cater to their need.
but hey im a nice guy so its not a prob for me to do nice things ferr nice children who are nice to me.haha.
im feeling hyper even after the lack of sleep.my body doesnt function well haha the veins are connected the wrong way that explains all the stupid stuffs i do and say.the frens shld knw la right?
haha.ok i shall get back to gaming and sleep as soon as i can.im having school at nine 2mrw.
lets pray the study mood gets back to me by then.
oh yea and i will like to extend my sincere condolences for the loss of STEVE IRWIN.

2006-09-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

yess.at last im in the mood of blogging.its been awhile since i make any entry.
and today i went to s'pore poly.its something lyke an open hse.issit?
im not tht sure.went thre with edmund and mostly the classmates.i've decided to take up the banking course.yes im gonna be a great banker and be a trustworthy one.dont worry i wont steal the money.im not that dumb u see.haha
ohh yea i manage to make friend with someone called jeffery.
he's a nice guy.very very nice i mean.he allowed me n mund to disturb him.ohh wait issit a he or she??ok u decide.one of the lecturers wanted a volunterr so we shouted his name and guess what.
he said"wat did i do?!!wat did i do??!!".ok it may not be that funny when its written in words.but anyways his expression and his tone wass oohh ssooo funny and yess damn funny.
everyone in the auditorium.filled with abt errmm lets say 30-40 pple.were laughing.ahaha.ass
thats for having such a big mouth.uttering nonsense all the time.u shld be grateful u wasnt in the same group as us just now.
and yes we'r evil so what that is what our school taught us.the teachers are the example.
pfftt.
and if u guys are bored go read the 2nd of sept straits times or newpaper.it wrote someting abt andropause.its something like menopause only that this time it's the guy version.
haha.yes i find it hard to believe that thre are actually men who suffered/are suffering from this.its funny la.the symptoms are low sex drive(sex desire).emotional, psychological and behavioral changes.haha so kids dont be angry or shock if ur male teachers have mood swings.just ask them to calm down and tell then that thy're suffering frm andropause.
it'll make them feel betterr..haha
see im providing u guys with tips on how to be tolerent to ur teacher and it also adds on to ur knwledge to knw this kind of thngs ok.
ok no need to thank me.im just trying to be nice.haha its contradicting issinnit?
at first i said i was an evil guy and nw im trying to be nice.haha.
and if u guys/girls wanna knw more abt andropause go to this website http://www.andropause.com/about_andropause/impact.asp.haha
currently im downloadin techno songs and yes TECHNO.
haha.edmund la influence me with all this.see im becoming addicted to techno again.ahh fark u arh.haha

enough for today.haha
bye bye
:)

2006-08-28T04:51:00.000-07:00

ok i went to school and behave myself today.its been a long time since i did that.
ok maybe i did misbehave.but just ferr a while.currently im in the study mood and thats good considering that prelims are just ard the corner.
its like in errm 16 days.yea i guess.
tomorrow having sci prac and i've yet to study ferr it.not to worry i WILL.I WILL stdy later on.
yes its a promise.haha
i just hope the paper will be easy.everyone will hope ferr that.wont they??
who will want a diff paper..pfft..ok im questioning my own stupidity.
-_-..ohh yeah i just found out that edmund was admitted to hospital ystrday.
i thought it was something serious luckily he's alrdy been discharge.ok good.
haha.get well soon mund.thats if ur reading this la.
before ending this entry i think that malay les are sick and i mean really really disgusting
ok it makes me wanna puke.if its chinese or eurasian les then i wont mind watching them flirt whole day long.but malayss..
ohh noo.plss god..
i dont have issues with malays or what la ok.haha.i am one so yea.
so malay girls just stick to loving guys and flirt with them and be considered a minah rep-not referring to every malay girls ok.rather than be looked at as a lesbian
haha.im sorry if any malay girls got hurt or disagree with what i said.
its just what i think of something.opinions,suggestions on somethng
hoho.ok i love my class and my mummy
so so bye!!

OHH YEAH IM BOOKING A SHALET FOR MY BIRTHDAY.WHO WANNA COME??TELL ME.HAHA.

2006-08-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

ok another post in three consecutive days.i just feel the urge to blog everyday.yes i know its because i just started blogging and the feeling's new.so yea.
went out to study with kevin and ian at changi airport.haha yes the place where there are planes.people departing to other countries.etc.
we managed to study and its amazing how we were able to keep ourselves away from the distractions.yes the girls and hot girls i mean.
that place is infested with them.haha.and not to forget the ang-mohs.haha
i got to memorise everythng that i've studied.incredibly incredible.
kevin's a sick guy i swear.scartching his b***s in public.im sorry kevin i just have to write about it.
haha.the adorable guy huh kevin as said by ehehehemm..
had a fun time really.got to watch popeye for a while.yes childish.dont tell me u havent watch cartoon since u started to be a teenager..a liar can tell.haha
oo yea i want to kidnap a little kid and bring him home.kids are ever so cute la.
i swear the first thing i will do after i get married is to have a kid.i'll do it on the wedding night.no "buts"from my wife.haha.im gonna get myself 4 kids.3 boys 1 daughter.
ok im thinking too much.haha
.anyways im blogging for personal use.so that if im bored i can just read my life story over and over again.im not like some freakos who blog to tell the whole world how great his/her life is and to make people feel inferior to them.
pfftt..im not referring to anyone.its random.thats the way my brain works
haha.i shall end here.
kevin.ian i love you guys.u made me feel wonderful today.lets make love again some other time.
ok nonsense.
: )

2006-08-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

hello.yes the good boy's back.haha
and i manage to study today.social studies that is.i studied for say abt 3 hrs without stopping?
ok thats alrdy good enough ferr me considering that my attention span is very low.
stduy is fun i mean if u look at it as a whole it actually benefits you and and it increases ur knowledge especially ss.it teaches u on politics.. u will knw more abt the past events etc.
haha i cant believe that i actually said that.
ok i wanna blog about my class.yes my beloved class.3/4e3 of course.
i dont knw why but i just got a feeling that i will miss them very very badly after the o's.
especially my boyfriend and yes u see it right.My BOYFRIEND.
haha.zhen yang.owh the greatest classmate ever.other than edmund mike and jian shun la.
memories with the class and great ones too.disturbing teachers,annoying them etc.i just cant seem to put it down in words.everythng about the class is great.and yes including the teachers.
they are nice human beings.
yes i fought with MOST of them before.but come on fights are the thing that strenghtens one frenship.agreeable isint it?
say shafiqisnice when u agree with me.ok u just said it didnt ya?
haha.see im a physic ok yes i knw lame..
pfftt.
enough bout my class u must be feeling jealous now right.i have sucha a wonderful class.but urs?
the total opposite of mine.secondary life is the best but hey poly life will be greater and yes more hohot girls.running around,the wind blowing their mini skirts up and ur eyes zooming in on their undies.ohh yeah and ur gun will start shooting then guys.
haha.im sorry for saying that.
i know its not gentemanly so on behalf of all the horny and pervetic guys i will like to apologise.
thank you and before ending my speech i will like to say one more time
I LOVE MY MUMMY!!
:))

2006-08-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

ohh hello.decided to get back to blogging.no particular reason
i'll only update if i have the time.acceptable isn it?prelims are ard the corner.
o's in lyke err 68 mre days??
anyway for those who dont knw me im shafiq.call me danifiq.javaneserep.ok better not.just call me fiq.easy?yess i knw.
im an avrage school boy ok.after school i'll go home do my homework watch tv then i'll sleep.
see i am really good..trust me.ok.ok good
i love you.you are so kind but so am i.
i also love my friends.but thy arent like me.thy'r wilder.naughtier.thy are the crazy ones.
they go around doing stupid stuffs.but ferr me its different.i will just watch them do stupid stuffs whenever their brain tells them to do so.they smoke take drugs and sniff glue.but as i am a descerning young gentleman i dont follow them..my school taught me that.and im proud to be a montfortian.unlike my frens.they are filthy people.
so only mix with me.not them.dont be influence by them.
like the parents say"only choose good friends.then u will aso be good"
so here i am.god send me to be friends with you guys so that u wont be looked dwn by the society.its once in a lifetime chance to be friends with me.
be grateful.be very grateful.
haha.im blessed with something special to change people.from good to bad that is.
hahaha.
i dont like sports.it makes my body sticky as if thre's sperm all over the body.u knw how sperm feels like dont you??
noo..??owhh comeon who you'r lying to.
pfffttt..ok sorry the use of that word.i knw its not gentlemanly but ..
ok nvm.so thre u have it.everything about me.
now u know who the real shafiq is.
and trust trust trust me.
im a really really nice guy.
:)